" ... I quit me job as a pizza man not because i don't like delivering to my old neighborhood but because of mental health reasons, car repair, and commute issues. Boss says he understands so that might mean i can come back on later. .. it's my birthday ... i am 36 .. i want to be positive for everyone But, my heart is broke. sorry, it's okey i hope. . .
....Another year older and what do it think? .. it should be easier to hook up in the city with good people. Good hookups that feel the same way i do. i wish it was easy to meet the right girl in Memphis really easy. I am 36 and have been trying for most of my life to meet a girl from Memphis but, it's to hard. The culture is too much materialism and consumption : indoctrination for any of the ones i meet to break free of the traditional norms of the time and think freely. That's just from my experience that very few of them are even concerned with sustainability for the earth or other lofty causes. Most of them are just trying to survive within the context of there own environment. Everyone is kind of asleep or blind i don't know really anymore. For all those who still watch TV . i am so sorry. Wake uP!
... well folks ... its just a ride ... right ? happy b day to me i guess ... sad one ... 36 .. no no more time for bs .. feel like i'm getting old , gonna die , wanna cry... crying ... night
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