Wednesday, September 22, 2010

I gorged myself on your love

I am the type you know on the neighborhood block with my dog. The one who walks a lot. Bizarre. That I lived a life with mental illness with a car. All the shouting in the car drove me mad my friends. All the voices telling me different directions when really I need to follow my compass. Without these friends then I don't know me anymore and I don't care for drama. I did my best. Love. Loving you is a great thing but, I have friends from high school that you might be jealous of but, no my love that is foolish. My friends are from high school. All of you don't have such a long history. She is the best and I put down some rules for my friends. They are not to say your name or talk about you. I always do best at whatever I do. I'm a smart man life is good to me. No. Drama. I want only to exist. I want to be loved love love. See. I have to be free of the negativity that you bring to me and I don't want to loose you... I just want to have my friends. See? It's a mystery to me. Why we disagree? Friends are friends. We are all mentally ill. We have beautiful issues and space to work them out in a place. Why can't it be here? Crazy are we. So what to say. She fits like a glove over me. Don't you see? How are you going to score if you share my love? No. I store my love. I don't give away my love so easily as you that share. I am not I am. I am. And, I have an old soul. So many stories yet to be told. Of the young and the old. The play time land. The fantastic fantasy. What is going through your mind? Crazy? Your mentally ill too. So. Join us please. We are mentally ill and have brain damage. Will you help me? I am very smart and can help in a lot of ways. I have performed all sorts of jobs.
Evolution has made me good at invention. I evolve with my environment taking objects from it to create tools to build heaven. It is a honeycomb hive. A heaven. My heaven. I wish everyone had a heaven like I do...
I wish everyone feels love like I do... I wish that I had a mug for my doug and a hug with a love a dove dove snug in the rug with doug. I wish. I wish. I knew what it means to be with me. I don't understand him at all my lord. He is too tall my lord. The bell maker. The cell shaker. The freedom bagpipes singing over the meadow so green. Irish Green. Like the stuff of movies and legends how he got here I wish I knew him better my love. Me. What doesn't it mean to love me. I am the best lover to be a friend that gives until the end. A lucky four leaf clover so modest in demeanor you would not believe he is a giant until you meet him there on the stone staircase to heaven. My honey is heaven to your love. You like me? I like you. Lets get along together in harmony. Peace to truth for all the world to see what it means to be free man. Can you see that water flowing down old river. How he whispers to his creatures what to do in times of wonder. To blunder is to stupid is what they tell me. Both, side pulling stretching me in two different directions. Why can't they be one? Grass Hoppa jumping to fast for me old man river it makes me want to catch a leave flowing with the river down to the bottom. The things stupid things you think you only want to make things better. Grass Hoppa. You can not put a value on such things as love. You can't destroy things as strong as love. Friends of yours know this too. Why, would you talk to me about nothing you know about? Grass hoppa.

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