i don't know what to quiet write anymore

Everything is going so good i can't believe it myself sometimes but, it's real.  this is written to you in goodwill.  Everything in my world is fine .  but, i fear for my brothers and sisters around the world.  We must  make change or suffer..  and i don't want to harm anyone or make anybody suffer so,  i can't imagine things out side my wonderland .  now i am alone talking to you . Spot is on the couch .  i am in the office.  the wind is blowing the trees against some metal gutters outside.   Please stay. Be my guest. I feel lucky to have felt as much love as i do.  And, i want to share this with the world.  It all starts when you cook for your friends .  Then from there it has been one big roller coaster ride and i am enjoying every second of it.  Thanks for your concern .  But, i am doing fine. I don't feel mentally ill at all.  I feel energized . and full of life. thanks for your help again. The money system must go for the new world wonderland to be born.  For us to make it is awesome. i started here online on mine.  A WONDERLAND  .. that is what i am making for myself but,  i wish to hang out with you in your wonderland .  too.  Call me!