i don't know what to quiet write anymore

Everything is going so good i can't believe it myself sometimes but, it's real.  this is written to you in goodwill.  Everything in my world is fine .  but, i fear for my brothers and sisters around the world.  We must  make change or suffer..  and i don't want to harm anyone or make anybody suffer so,  i can't imagine things out side my wonderland .  now i am alone talking to you . Spot is on the couch .  i am in the office.  the wind is blowing the trees against some metal gutters outside.   Please stay. Be my guest. I feel lucky to have felt as much love as i do.  And, i want to share this with the world.  It all starts when you cook for your friends .  Then from there it has been one big roller coaster ride and i am enjoying every second of it.  Thanks for your concern .  But, i am doing fine. I don't feel mentally ill at all.  I feel energized . and full of life. thanks for your help again. The money system must go for the new world wonderland to be born.  For us to make it is awesome. i started here online on mine.  A WONDERLAND  .. that is what i am making for myself but,  i wish to hang out with you in your wonderland .  too.  Call me!

Smile!

Rise and Shine, now is the time to feel alive.  Feel energized! I am make the most hated thing on the face the earth to me. Can you guess what i am making?  i don't make sheet. it seriously make sheet. You money grubbing mother fs s..   ah..  well i am one of you too now. i got me a pizza job! Woo Hooo...   Yeah...  i can talk like this forever cause thats how i really talk.  I know you love my southern swag. I know you like the southern man!  Okey.  i know it.  We are fucking Charming!  Lucky mother fuckers.  Blessed bastards.  For real!  hello? I hardly believed it myself before i got all the self reflection and positive feed back! Yes..  i love you! ...  it's ok .. to love the southern man! We all do!   We have a unique bond between us now. You know what i wanna be?  I want to regain my full potential.  I want to take this lucky bastard and make him mine fashion him, tailor him, into something dignified!  But, of course i already am a distinguished SOUTHERN GENTLEMAN ..  i kid you not.  i have yeT ! to transcend my experience with the culture because i am a part of it. It's just a role i play. don't hate me.  Please..  i mean you no harm.  i mean that you know no harm..   peace .  harmony.  isn't that what we achieved ?!? ..  beyond all else YOU!  can not deny the love put into this. This Southern thing!  This mixture..  is diluting  and you will find no one out there like me..  willing to put all ...  on the line for it.  you won't find anyone like me.  I am alone in my world.  But, i have visitors all the time so if you are every in the area.. hit me up!   I am a one of a kind experience of FUN> for real...        

I am wrong all the time and i don't know i am only human!

It's early in the morning and i smoothed everything over with everyone.   I feel good again. that last post i was just in an angry funk.  Don't take me so seriously.  i do but, one of my goals is not to be so serious.  What's life for if you can't enjoy it anyhow? well, everything is ok. now.  this is long enough to go after the last rant i guess.    Still wish i knew who is reading me.  The numbers go up. i have no idea who reads me blog.  i wish for the best for ALL thnks for not taking me too. . seriously.. my main job in life has been a Pizza Man and i have seen a lot of crazy sheet..  i d   like to tell you all the stories but, they are too many. Plus,  crazy sheet happens everyday in Memphis so it's really not that unique for something crazy to happen here.  well i love my town and i love me group.  I don't know you or i would be like.. yeah.. i love you too. but, that's ok.  i just have to stay on course.  that last post was when i was steaming mad.  i hope you understand!  only human..  i write what i feel.  sometimes i get angry but, very seldom.. thanks for your patience .   See you later on fb or in me group.  later.  Hugs and Kisses !

Stop it Sticky Fingers it's not fun anymore i want me lighters back!

".. i am mad .. about .. ugg... someone body took something really small from me like a lighter and i am furious..  I wish i could get this mad about being robbed of my future by the powers to be..  ugg...  i have no fire in my house or car and it's cold outside.  i don't want to go out there just for a book of matches something.. stupidly small that i should have around the house..  so, frustrated .. i can do this anymore.. if you have sticky fingers . you can't come by ..  like this.. Uug.....  it's so widespread. sticky fingers. mad.  just very.  mad... mother .. f..... ahhhhhhhh........  why?  Why you gotta steal my last lighter?   f@ck.    Stop stealing from me.  i am not going to take petty theft anymore.  if your a petty thief.     I m  sorry we can't hang out...   it's not going to work if you steal me last lighter out of like 24 bitch!  you f@cking whore!  i am not putting up with shit like this.  You don't know how long i had to look around the house .      for like an hour.. i am not down with hell!  You whore!  Ah.......................................  f@ck!        let me off this ride.. HELP!    Somebody take me away from this ghetto..

More Blog from me to U

"... just more bullshit. .  tired of writing. owning everything is very hard to do so i just don't.  and, this is how i express myself when i talk to myself some of the times.  Mental illness is so tragic.  It's like everyone has a mental disorder of some kind.   Or,  perhaps none of the above and nobody is mentally ill.  We all just adapt to our environment the best we can.  Everybody is just doing the best that is possible to survive their particular situation.  What if this were true?   Well..  i am kind of tired now. don't have much to say except that i hope humanity Unites itself and things get even... better!

What the world needs Now

".. is a hero .. A lucky! Bastard! Somebody new! Someone who cares.  Somebody like me.  Somebody cool and smooth with all the right things to do! oh.. yeah. You know it's true that i am a good host to you. So,  Whoever you are who is reading me blog friend me please on fb thanks. Going down the minutes of captain Do's  ..  rightings. writings. what bastard decided to make them the same? Who?  We might never know who wrote all the things we love to read but, we are together at the Moment in our words and communications so, that in itself is a connection or a social experience in a way because we are both sitting still listening to music and sharing this moment in cyberspace together.  .  i have been having trouble no so much but,  difficulty sleeping...  so bear with me. i will get back to you i swear. it's real.  i will be what you want me to be .  and more of a fun party goer than you might have ever known.  We party for days like 14 now in a row. it's for real. see you later. Friend me on FB..  my back hurts i got to quit blogging now. OKEY ? "

Unity as one Species as Brother and Sister is the first step

Thanks.  Hey,  after thanks ..  i  want to say i am feeling good.  Things .. are going Good with everything.  i can't even blog how well everything is going and do it any justice at all.  i enjoy a standard of living unseen in the majority of the worlds homes.   Don't accept the society you are born in. You can change your friends minds ..  about the current monetary system.  it's a great point of view. Our current is so corrupt and rotten at the core it can't solve anything.  Alternate paradime ..  oh will i ever spell that right. Darn.  oh well..  the worlds problems can be solved. don't tread on those trying to change the world. you should not get in the way of those trying to make the world a better place. one should not talk about something like a movement so global without doing research..  our voice is growing and getting bigger and stronger..  more folks want something new and just.   We have whole movements dedicated to changing the world.  we need to scrap the existing power structure.  Power to the people.  Most folks want the same thing.  WE can solve our own problems we don't need governments or corporations to tell us what to do.  We can do it! Wake up and change the way the world works ..  i could go on but, i am tired now.  we have to employ a new reality.  it can be fun and interesting.  it doesn't have to be boring or difficult.  it can be easy and smooth. it can be whatever. It's a  volunteer movement.   I am mentally ill still but, i am awake to the truth. We need to open our minds to unlearning much of what doesn't serve us anymore .. we have to open our minds to creativity in economics .. we have to learn to share. being human. We have to align ourselves to being human and fight for humanities sake.. because when one of us suffers it is like a butterfly effect that effects us all.  There is no one safe until everyone is taken care of. Until all human needs on the planet are taken seriously and addressed in a real way all this other political bull shit is just that. Bullshit. We could really easy build a machine to take care of all human needs in probably less than a year.. where i get that.. i think about how fast houses go up in my neighborhood. it's fast. if people could open there hearts to social movements then we can change the world.  we have to create a movement that the rich elite have to listen to.. we need their help too .. to solve all the problems we need to unify everyone under a one world humanity..  type of phylosophy . spelling. f@ck..   oh. well.. i did my best to help humanity. Please help . please.. thanks.. dg.

I Blog Not ONLY because i but because of u and my ego

" .../i am really happy that everything in my life is going so well. i know that it will last too. the whole set and scenery around me abode with my help will stay afloat forever.  We are sustaining something in the internet cyberspace realm i don't understand why it is so hard to sustain the sum of the parts and the whole earth by just using advances technology and software on a computer screen. it would be very easy to do such a thing with our modern knowledge and skill as a group of specialist could easily come up with a good prototype in a couple of weeks if they shut themselves in and smoke.  it is completely possible to save the earth now with the advances in tech.  it never seems to end how the money system screws up everything. With a new economic model we will have the opportunity to build a new world. The chance to start all over. i am sure some of us have started over before you know how that feels it feels...  well new .. for a while and then it gets old and we can look around for a new economic model then again to upgrade to the present day knowledge paradyme .. paradime ...para.. paradym  .. well whatever.. everyone needs to be educated up to the highest levels so they can come to or arrive at this realization..  that the current economic model is killing us and we need something new..  like NOW! "

Someone is watching me my counts keep going up steady

"... i kind of wanted to just take a break from my blog for a while and enjoy my new friend.  i don't really feel like blogging the details of it all ...   i feel good.  i got a nice friend now ..  i am just gonna enjoy her ... now.. i don't want to say anymore than that. And, i am gonna take a break from blogging ... "

Still Exciting to me life is

"... WooW     I  Gained access to the front door of heaven today love.  Say it! Love! .. yo  .. i bet you can't role it off your tongue like i do it now.    Friends. Do not waiver. Love is the way! And, if you can't even say it how can you make it real ?  i asked myself this once.   Some places in the far reaches of my mind i wished for this day.   i wished for it and it came true.    You derive the lesson from this ...  Remember me .  I love life and i love you. I appreciate your kindness. that is my religion. "

Still i feel excited about meeting me readers ever more every day love

"... i am really lucky now ladies and gentlemen.  if you ever wanted to meet me. now is the time. i am at a peak or plateau in my life that is really high. higher than ever before..  nicer than ever before. everyday is a blessing and i enjoy my life.  recently i got a chance to explore connecting with a female friend of mine that i just met a few days ago..  man is it healing.  i don't know why doctors don't prescribe sex as a cure.   it cures so  many things..  it just doesn't seem fair that our society is so out of whack that well have to outlaw things like this and mother nature.. like marijuana .. it just a plant that grows like a weed..  it's mother nature.  we have to outlaw all the fun things to keep the freedom fighters in there place .. i guess .  man ..  i feels so good to finally connect after the dry spell. Wow...!  i can't even put i into words ..  i m speechless.. and have to stop now.

Who is looking at me blog? i don't know. but, the numbers go up steady.. so i write on..

" Frankly, speaking to you now excites me.  beyond the nice-it-ties i still feel wonderful.  Like Alice in Wonder Land.  I feel the love force very strong now.   and,  i like it.  With the love of more people comes a stronger voice for the people for me group and my city.   When more people love and read me i feel a little bit stronger and i enjoy your readership.    just my thoughts.. what i was thinking a the time.. there is no perfect anything because our knowledge as a species is always getting better and updated.. what i suggest with the Fantazy  world called ELSEWHERE could only be possible in cyberspace.  That's a lie. we could do it if we tried. but, honestly it is very fantastic.   A world so fantastic is possible in the real world ..  i am just confessing feelings of powerlessness when really i have the power all along to make the video game world ELSEWHERE .. possible ..   i want so many things for me life..  i wrote them down in blogs.. there is an infinite amount of imagination behind me artistic eyes..   i am lucky..  i thought everybody had the same power of imagination when i was a kid. Now i know it has to be cultivated by an enriched environment or it doesn't develop well.      i have the ability to imagine what the landscape in great detail looks like on the other side of the object where it is unseen.  Our mind has the ability to fill in the gaps.   To see the picture without moving our bodies.  i can see in matrixes too.  or a grid or kind of matrix be it perfect square, triangular , or hexagonal layer on top of the objects in the environment i am scanning..  i think everyone can use there imagination this way.. but, over time i realized that i have a special spacial ability that is rarely developed to the high level that i experience.  it helps me in my artistic decision making process.. as.  it's often me who is given the artistic free to do what i please for work..    it's not weird .. it's a gift.. i m still single . ladies message me of fb. pls.   love   dg .

Leaderless, non-violent , altruistic, and egalitarian messages of positivity only please!

" My friend and i are watch and listening to Michael Jackson's Thriller on youtube..   and Michael Jackson is turning into a horny werewolf right now! The girl is screaming at the top of her lungs.  And, now the movie cuts to Michael and his girlfriend watching a horror show..   And,  that's what it is yall.   it's all a freaky horror show ride at an amusement park it seems.. when anything and everything is for sell ..  it's a freaky game show on the dating seen.. i m better off looking for girls on the internet..  it's difficult being single again. but, i like my freedom and am going to keep a positive attitude no matter what! that is me word.  peace.. i have company .. hold on.. just a minute. stop...

The creepy guy with the scary voice is saying something on the Micheal Jackson video..   oh heavens.. i missed the video talking with you but, that's okey.   it's worth it.. to me to share me inter thoughts .. hold on .. i m going for a smoke .. brb..

Okey,  i m back..  My friend, spot, and i  are hanging out at my house watching youtube videos..  i am glad that i am not alone..  i have been truly alone before and it is not fun.. !  but, this is like some comfortable amusement park ride or something pleasant.

So,  it's just the guys hanging out at the honeycomb hide out waiting for more company to arrive..  we are grazing on the abundant choice of snacks and drinks. We are listening to music.

i m still free.. some what.. we are  listening to Steve Winwood "While you see a chance"
it's Thursday 7:38 PM  1.3.2013    (oh yeah.. it's a good blog entry)

Creative Freedom is really cool that i am free. Now free the LEAF!

Good evening to all and all have a good night i wish that of you all everyone and everybody.  Rest is good for it heals the mind from mental slavery.  i feel pretty free except that i don't have enough money to do anything really as far as travel right now.  i can travel around the city and maybe a few hours from home base.  i want a smart girl. one that excites me. i am starting to get tired .  but, hey. whatever. this is me personal blog. a boy can have dreams.. i am having fun with it and i see no boundaries here that i like and will fight for.  Creative freedom to say what i like freely without judging or pain.  I feel free.  here at least on the page to tell you how i really feel. We need to free the leaf! Make nature legal!  Use common sense!  it's been in use thousands of years with no deaths it's really ridiculous what the system looks like it's absurd.  Please.. used for medicine for all of recorded time.. man . peace. bro. !

1000+ views OH YEAH ! who is reading me i want to know them. message me .

So it's a few days since me last blog where i said i don't remember what i said but, i am still doing good! Still feeling well and healthy.  Ready to meet some new people.  i can't wait to meet new faces.  i am at the age of 35 enjoy meeting and developing relations with new people. Ideally i want a new female friend.  That's the word on the street. i am looking for girls. i want to be friends for personal growth but, also to hang out with me in front of me friends.  So, this is it! Honest and open about this new issue about meeting new folks.  awkward ..  yeah.. but, it's true .. i am looking for a new girl to call baby.   i am looking for someone who is sweet to me and treats me kind.  i have everything we need to start a life or continue living.  i don't want anything but your time and sweet attention.  i want a friend of the feminine gender.  i don't have a lot of money to spend on stupid stuff. But, i don't have anything else i really want except a girl friend.   Everything i want i already have enough for two.   me and you.  I have plenty to share in real resources like a home, car, food, ect..   i don't use much as a philosophy .  i have never been married,  have no kids,  only one fixed male dog.  i have extra room and everything.  i m waiting to see if any females have the courage to contact me for fun and friendship.  Really i just want fun and enjoyment out of life like many folks i just want to live while i m alive.   Get up the courage to message me i am fun to be with..  i have witness that i am fun..  i am creative love .  give me a go .. no money.  nothing.. we do it for the sake of fun and friendship.  Enjoyment and comfort in knowing each other intimately.  i am a good man.  i am faithful to me love. rare.  be the first one you can.   i wonder who is reading me blog now and hope it is a female thats all hot and worked up about being alone..  how i wish upon a star.  a boy can dream.  bless u ...  message me.  lets get comfortable friend.

i hope that the next dominate species knows what the real bottom line is too!

"What 'is' the real bottom line? .. where are we gonna go with this earth next .. ? As and earthling i want to know .   What might i expect? .. is it all up to me and me friends. is it up to us? to save the world?  what kinds of questions should i be asking about the real bottom line for the world ?   Why, did it come to this.. i don't know what to do to save us all but, i am open to suggestions.. . i too believe we need a real society that knows and cares about the real bottom line but, is it up to me and  me friends to shine a light on this ?  if it is .. then i accept.  and i will join you on this grand journey thew cyberspace and beyond.  i will join your party on this ride...  life. what a flipping tripping whirl wind ride..  what can i say folks. it's me culture. i like to have fun. blog about it. i like to try to save the earth and earthling on line in my spare time i try to save the earth from certain destruction.. it gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside to think that i might be doing something .  i might be making a difference ..  "