" ...  Ahhh ...  yes!  Blogging again..  the only communication in my life that i can finish a thought and make a point in perfect detail...   ah ..  what a wonderful invention..  so,  it's the next day ..  and if you are reading this .. then you have reached the bottom of my rabbit hole..   the medicine worked for you and you have found me archive of most All my blogs and thoughts... true .. i left my opinions on fb , myspace, and a few other places .. but,  if you found this.. you found the mother load of doug's thoughts..  it's a beautiful thing.   take a moment to congratulate yourself ..  i won't mind ..  i am blogging from another space and time ..   take it easy .. take your time .. rest ...   i m gonna be here anyhow ..   so treat yourself good ..   Enjoy every detail of your life .. an  original thought ?  original thought doesn't exist ..  everything is inspired by something else ..   i  only have a lens ..  a way of viewing the world .. a perception ..  limited by my senses and the fact i am human ...  take whatever you want from it ...  it's all up in the air .. just inspired thought ..  beautiful thing..  the way the group mind works ..  i enjoy every moment of my life lately ..  i t   s   just 2 more days till the alignment .. i don't think anything is going to happen ..  i have a positive outlook for the future..  and,  nobody is going to take that away from me .  i m  going down on the books as being completely unified in me positive approach to reality ..  i can't live in duality ..  i tried ..  it doesn't work for me ..  when there is two emotions love and fear...   fear is just a distortion or illusion of love..    love is the only emotion really ..    it   comes from the heart and all other emotions derive from love ..   true ... fear is an emotion too..  stemming from love or lack of love ..   it's origins are still love ..  we only know love ..  everything else is a lie ..   or  clever way of catagorizing ... love.   At our core ..  that is all we are ..  when everyone is given everything that is needed to survive and thrive ..  there won't be a reason to fear or hate ..   there will only be love..   when everyones belly is full like mine ..  and friends of mine .. what will there be to fear or hate ?   Nothing ..  We will discover that all there is love and the rest of this bull  sheet   is just a grand distortion or illusion to put one class over another using profit and greed ..   well ..  that said ..  enjoy your holidays ..  i will continue to write my longest posts here ..  so if your interested or if you believe .   please stay tuned..   i  <3 ..=".." :=":" buddy="buddy" doug="doug" nbsp="nbsp" p="p" your="your">